Karya Puisiku 215

Sekarang siapa yang akan dipersalahkan?

Ketika bayang maya mulai memasuki mimpi

Memautkan hati, menenggelamkan jiwa

Hingga aura kenyamanan tercipta pada alam bawah sadar

Memanggil sebuah nama

Dengan teriakan campuran berjuta rasa

Tergilakan oleh paras wajah yang selalu melintas

Benak ini menggebu-gebu didalam jeruji

Jika masih ada burung pengantar pesan

Mungkin sudah kuluapkan segalanya

Rasa rindu dan cemburu

Mengalahkan apapun yang terjadi

Masih dalam romansa tergoyahkan

Namun saatnya nanti semua akan seimbang                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

Karya Puisiku 214

Percikan api yang panas

Menghantam kulit hingga mengelupas

Tersayat oleh tajamnya pisau pula

Dicabik seperti daging cingcang

Luka tusuk itu begitu dalam

Samurai yang menusuk dari belakang itu

Memaksa nyawa keluar dengan percuma

Sakit ini begitu menyiksa

Hitam kelam hidup ini

Memacu arah yang berbeda

Hiraukan segala perbedaan

Yang menjelma menjadi bayang pemberontakan

Distrik ini mengajarkanku

Apa artinya dibunuh dan membunuh

Selayaknya hewan buruan

Dipanah dan dimakan

Tak ada materi

Namun mencari dengan keterampilan tangan

Hingga Tuhan mentakdirkan

Waktu kehidupan telah habis seperti baterai kosong

Dan jiwa ini akhirnya terbunuh

Oleh bara api yang menyala-nyala

Karya Puisiku 213

Lembar kertas putih yang basah

Kuterobos dengan pena hitam

Meski air mata tak mampu ditahan lagi

Terjatuh, dan membasahi seluruh permukaannya

Kuingin meledak!

Kuingin hancurkan!

Apapun yang membuatku gila seperti ini

Dengan pecahan gelas digenggaman

Kemarahan yang terpendam itu

Tak dapat lagi kubendung

Semuanya telah melebihi kapasitas

Berteriak dalam lubang setan

Keras jeritan itu membunuh jiwa

Tawa keangkuhan dalam balutan amarah

Menjadikan semua terlihat sangat berbeda

Tanpa berlogika

Haruskah berjalan kearah mana lagi?

Saat semuanya telah dilewati

Kecuali garis kematian yang entah dimana

Mencari, tapi tak pernah ditemukan

Sekaan Tuhan tidak memberkati

Kepulanganku..